Am I the only one who struggled knowing what my true call was? We go through life and do the things that are expected of us and sometimes we haven't found our true calling. Does this mean we are not close to God? I don't think so at all! I'm 35 and have been in the field of nursing for a decade. I love my job and it has allowed me to provide for my family and be a part of peoples lives during their most difficult times. Recently though, my husband left his well paying job to take his "dream" job. I thought....man how nice, to know that this is the job he dreams of and God literally created this opportunity for him. "What about me?"...I thought. I love my job, but it's not my dream job. I heard TD Jakes say one day, "if you don't know your calling, what is your passion?". This was so inspiring for me. Before I became a RN I was working on a degree in psychology. Ever since I was a child, people would seek my advice. Really, I remember being on the playground and a boy asking me what to do about his sister, and we were in the 3rd grade. After much prayer and talks with God, He was telling me...."you know your calling". I did, it was counseling. But, what about being a RN, it's great money, stability and I love doing it. But, do I love to go to work everyday? Well, maybe not like my husband, who goes in early and stays late at times. Once I realized what I was truly called to, I felt such a peace about it. It was a leap of faith to change careers, and it is going to be a journey, but I have to trust God and my relationship with Him. How can I truly say I have such a relationship with him if I don't trust Him with my future? Do I still get nervous about this decision?....of course. But I hold on to the peace that God gives me. And I ask you....What is your passion? Are you fulfilling your calling? It is NEVER to late to follow your dreams!! Today is the day to find your true path! Trust Him!
As this new year is well under way, as most, there is so much to reflect on. We welcomed our second child into this world, which was amazing. My husband left his stable, well paying job to do what he loves. Ups and downs of many different sizes. I have been reminded recently that there is a season for everything and everyone. I hear other mothers constantly comparing themselves to other women and killing themselves to keep up with the notion that they must do EVERYTHING. It breaks my heart honestly that we as women live with the unrealistic expectation that we must do more, achieve more, and become more than we are. We all have different seasons. There have been seasons for me where I was doing so much and able to do those things, but then a season of focus will come and I just cannot do too much. I love all of these seasons and I truly believe that accepting your season promotes peace and growth. Ecclesiates 3:1-9 explains there is a season for everything. I also believe that tru...
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